January 2012
84 posts
Happy New Years to all my Tumblrwhores. It’s been an up and down year, so I’ve resolved to make 2012 my best year. With my awesome girl by my side, I think I can do it. :)
December 2011
40 posts
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I want to shoot a music video for Lifeless Dead. I’ve got so many ideas floating through my head for it.
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The Priest
The priest, he speaks from his heart
A sermon of passion,
ignites a fire within his parishioners,
on this cold winter’s night
As he shakes hands with the last man to leave,
he retires to a life of the ordinary,
hiding away with a glass and a bottle of whiskey
Masking the truth with mouthwash so minty
The priest they called him,
that’s all they knew
The priest they...
I’m working on poetry that’s more in depth and plays more like a story - instead of just writing about myself and my past, I’m trying playing perspectives of others. .
Sigh
I want to go home. Yeah, 25 and I’m homesick. I was supposed to go home yesterday, but got guilted into staying here until Sunday. This sucks.
Anonymous asked: I hate your face.
I’m thinking about enlisting in the military. Which branch is up for grabs still
Gotta nail this shit on the head.
So clooose.
Bustin’ my chops putting together a music video. Hand done.
I can’t wait to see the fruits of my labor and pray it doesn’t blow hard :P
BLOGGING AT SCHOOL.
LET THE REBELLION BEGIN
Mmmm…cookies at 2:30AM = fucking sweeeeeet.
School starts up again tomorrow, it’s weird coming back after 2 months away.
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RIP Kim Jong Il
I start school again in a week. Needless to say I’m a bit nervous.
I am content.
Let this last.
I go for him so he doesn’t have to.
I get ripped apart and alienated.
He doesn’t stick up for me.
I hurt.
If I get this job I’m just quitting school. Because apparently to some people in this world having a deadend job and being stuck in the same old continuous rut is better.
And to those who follow me and know me personally, not a word to my family.
How fucking fantastic to be demonized.
Back pain, go away
“Please don’t hate me.”
That’s what she said.
She told me not to hate her. I told her I didn’t hate her whatsoever.
The next day, my phone blows up with one of the most scathing and insulting text messages. It’s her, the one whom begged not to be hated, chewing me out for my problems.
She doesn’t realize the shit that I’ve been put through....
Alice in Chains = Mindspeak
I’ve got Alice in Chains blasting through the surround system on my TV.
Alice in Chains is my thinking music. I get a lot of thought done through AiC. It makes me feel more connected to myself and allows me to get more in depth with my feelings.
For example, I have Again playing right now. Again reminds me a lot of how I’ve been used and used repeatedly. I open myself to it, I let...
Pondering my life and my future.
I go back to school in 2 weeks. To a school program I really wasn’t interested in in the first place but committed myself to it instead. So I will finish the program, then jump back into a different school to study towards something that I love and have wanted to do.
I’ve been fighting social security disability for the last eighteen months and they...
I thought my half sister understood me. I thought I could trust her like I could trust a friend. Now I see it’s different and she doesn’t understand me at all. It hurts like I have lost a friend. I don’t want to add her to my “shit list” or whatever one may call it, but she’s pushing me towards it and quick.
Just realized I’m wearing a shirt that says “for a minute there you bored me to death”…. And I’m going to a funeral today. Shit
Fuck you, half sister.
How dare you compare me against my half brother. How dare you try to pin dads financial problems on me. How fucking dare you. I said to her loud and clear that if she couldn’t afford it, I wasn’t interested.
I’ve been hearing how my dads financial problems are somehow my doing. I’m fucking sick and tired of being treated like I’m the god...
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OPIATE OF THE MASSES
THE COMMUNITY BOOK PROJECT
Have you ever been affected by addiction?
Do you write poetry?
Do you write short stories?
Then please submit your work! Opiate of the Masses is a community book project aimed at helping fight back against the evils of drug addiction. Opiate of the Masses is a not-for-profit project to be published for the Kindle and Nook e-Readers. All...
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Opiate of the Masses - SEND IN YOUR WORK →
evilpizza:
Alright Tumblr, so here is my idea, wide and open. My original idea was to do an entire poetry and story ebook from Layne Staley fans across the Tumblrverse, and use the proceeds generated from the sale of the book donate to a foundation that specializes in opiate addiction, in Layne Staley’s…
In light of that post, I will say this; I have the most amazing girlfriend. I feel so lucky to have someone that I can laugh with, be serious with, share my inner thoughts, and have someone to love. I love having someone to hold hands with while I’m driving down the freeway. I love having someone who loves the same music as me. I love having someone who loves to cuddle up in bed as much as I...
In my head, I know I was a junkie.
In my head, I know I’m still an addict.
In my head, I know I’ll always be an addict.
In my head, I know there’ll always be a chance I will relapse.
So every day, I will always face the battle that is addiction. I will always have to keep an eye out for falling back into my old ways. However, I will always have faith that I can keep...
